Velvet heart.

Silent screams and violent breeze       made violet bruise in the velvet heart.

With love-Crystal.


My dad is a badthameez!!!

Teacher was so irritated by the naughty child that he scolded him back and forth.

The child was silent all through out, each arrows digging in to his ears and 40 eyes piercing him from all the corners of the classroom .

After some time, his foot steps came closer to the wooden desk where the teacher was engaged in his paper works.

“Sir,anyways I won’t be here anymore, I won’t be here at parents had a big fight and my dad is sending us out of the home.we are going back to our state,punjab.

Teacher took his head out of the bundle of papers and looked at him in dismay.

He pulled the boy closer and asked in a soft voice “Wat did you say?say it again.” 

His face was clear like a new paper,no traces of emotions anywhere and his pearly teeths moved to utter 

“Yes sir,my dad is a badtameez(mannerless person) and he beats us up . I and my baby sister are shifting with our grand parents so I won’t be able to attend the school again and I won’t trouble anyone anymore.”

Something just went through his veins.

Is that the way the 1st grade kid described it? or  Is it a tint of a familier pain which passed like electricity between them?

With love-Crystal.

She Belongs to the past!!

Janesh asked jia to wait until he clears all his responsibilities.           

without uttering a word jia waited…….she waited until his 4digit salary turned in to 6digit ones……   she waited until his siblings got settled and had a great life……….      she waited until his rented home turned in to a fully furnished apartment…..

she waited for earth to rotate around sun ten times and barren land to turn in to forest engulfing her with in it.

Her waiting finally ended when he found someone from the present and this time too she didn’t utter a word. her tiny footsteps disappeared in the doorways to the past.



With love-crystal.

Do you foresee things?

I foresee things in dreams before it even happens,it just happened more than 15 times and many dreams I saw came true.

I saw a dream that I was going in the bus and the bus slowed down in an accident site and I could only get a glimpse of the accident and I asked someone who that is,they told the name of a friend ‘varun’ whom I had lost the contact with and I didn’t take the dream seriously and later I came to know that varun had met with a very serious accident and was in comma for a week but meraculously survived and I also came to know that one more collegemate whom I also had lost contact with ‘ varun’ was going to the jim in the morning and met with an accident and died on spot .whose accident did I see in dream? was it coincidental that two people with same name met with an accident almost same time of an year ? The thing is I already saw it and I feel guilty that I couldn’t warn them about this and even If I say nobody would believe.

Another day when the t.v news told about a possible threat of a terrorist attack,I don’t know why I felt that this time it would be a school and then I thought that noone is that merciless to kill innocent kids and later when I came to know the peshwar attack on army school and I was saddened.
None of my dreams are pleasant,        it always shows me a warning or impedding danger .later I found out that I see the things before it happens.Before I used to ignore it  and now I started to analyse what the dreams are trying to tell me and try to take the precautions.But all the dreams didn’t happen and some are vague and I forget it and sometimes I remember it suddenly,the details and sometimes things happens exactly as I saw it in the dreams.

I have tried to explain this to friends but none believed .I have no idea why it happens and it doesn’t happen all the time though.

 Do you also feel the same way?

With love-Crystal.

perfect online life

When you look around in online platforms, people are buying a new house,ending up in a great job,looking glamorous,starting a family,boasting about how blessed they are for having a great partner,children etc and bombing your notifications with their picture perfect life and here you are, thinking ,what the hell is wrong with your life?and this can make you really unpleasant ,thinking that your life sucks and they all are having a great life .

Have you felt this by seeing the updates on facebook,whatsupp or any other social media?

my question is have you observe that you automatically smile when some one takes a photo of you,even if you are very sad at that moment same way we are trained to portray only good side of life to others,noone is in need of sympathy.Hiding behind this perfect life there might be lot of imperfections and we think that everyones life is perfect and only we are stranded in an island alone or walking in the road in left direction where all the people are going to right.

I am sure that the fake social media might be irritating lot of people.

And I feel it’s better to spend some time in wordpress where you get to know  and feel different thoughts and feelings,not fake atleast and you learn something good from this than simply scrolling down on facebook .

Share your thoughts on this.

With love-Crystal.

A child’s forgiveness

She was on tears .Her chubby cheeks were red as her teacher beated her black and blue infront of the entire class.It was more than a small child could handle,she broke down.

principal saw this incident in cctv . Teacher and child were immediately called to the office.            

She scolded the teacher rashly as   any capital punishments were against school rules.

she decided to terminate her as she didn’t follow the code of conduct of the institution.

Before taking any action she called the child in and asked the child,

 “Shall I terminate your teacher?From tomorrow a new teacher will take the charge of your class.”

She nodded her head in agreement . 

Childs eyes suddenly lingered on a slender figure standing outside principal’s room ,That was her teacher,waiting for her destiny.

She looked at her teacher one last time. Her teacher was visibly tensed and worried .It was written on her face that she regretted for being rash to the child.
A lot of memories flashed in her mind.The way her teacher caressed her chubby cheeks,the way teacher made her cinderalla of the story and danced with her,the way her teacher shared her food ,when she forgot her lunch one day.the way they laughed ,the way they sang rhymes together.

 The child’s eyes filled with tears of love and suddenly she yelled

 “No,please don’t remove her.     please,please don’t remove her.”

Principal was surprised by this sudden outburst .

she asked her again 

“She might beat you again”is that ok?

Child replied,” It’s ok ,but please dont remove her.”
The teacher wasn’t terminated due to request of child and the teacher didn’t have any words to express her feelings other than the tears of joy in her eyes.

Based on a real story.

P.s-When someone does one wrong,we usually forget all the right things they did.This child teaches us forgiveness which we adults hesitate to practice.

With love-Crystal.

Tears of grapes.

Mercilessly stomped the grapes with your strong legs ,

Its tears turned in to wine so addictive to give you a high.
Hope all are good,Even though I love to write about inspiration, sometimes some sad feelings creeps in and I put them in to words as a process of emotional release and
I know I haven’t thanked ma followers from a long time

Thank you all for liking and commenting my work,lots of love


Pic courtesy-Google.

World needs sensitive people.

When I was having a conversation with friend’s ,one point in the conversation striked me .

My friend’s are the sweetest and the most selfless people I ever know,the people with good souls and make the world a good place to live in .

Almost all my friends learned the same lessons by the bitter life experiences they had and that are

1.Love yourself and take care of yourself first.

2.Be selfish,think of your feelings and your life first.

3.Do not get too attached to anyone ,keep a distance as it hurts like hell.

4.Do not sacrifice everything for other’s and do not put other’s infront of you.

5.Think practically and don’t take impulsive emptional decisions.

Then I realised that even if our life experiences  were different,we all learned the same lessons at the end.

I am just thinking that if all the good souls also hardens up like this,how our world would be,there will be no angels ,our world will be filled with only devil’s ,turning the angels also in to the devils.

Imagine being surrounded by selfish people,no sacrifices,no emotions,only the practical thinking and mechanical life,How frustating It would be?That’s where we are headed to,our world is headed to.

World needs nice  ,sensitive people like you which makes the stay in the world beautiful and a life worth living.

With love-Crystal.